Poem by Alicia Ayala
Is it ever okay to give into my broken heart?
The heart and feelings that tear me apart
The tears I feel but can no longer cry
The love I have for you but continue to hide
Inside my soul has been torn into two
Since the day you decided to leave me too
The trust and faith that has been thrown away
The agony of whether to hold on or look away
Not knowing what the hell to do
I ponder if you ever feel this way too..
Looking up at the sky and continuing to ask god why
The best thing that happened to me is the one who took the other half of me
I’m here feeling helpless and afraid, so vulnerable with nothing left to say
My shattered soul heaves with every breath
Maybe one day what we had won’t be left
What ifs plague my mind…as if saying goodbye is an end of our time
When will this pain go away.
The days I’ve cried with no end
I thought the worst part was over, but it seems it just began
